Dubsmash

Sana sini orang buat dubmash, and asalkan boleh semua nak buat. But these 2 Instagram accounts memang hilarious. Compared to others, I still rasa yang dua ni memang buat tali perut pun terburai. Do follow them if you have an IG's account.

https://instagram.com/faizdickievp/

https://instagram.com/ucopppp/

Ramadhan 2015

Ramadhan kali ini nampak macam I tak berapa menghayati. Rasa macam bersalah dan ketinggalan betul dalam mencari pahala sebanyak mungkin. Setiap tahun mesti berazam nak mengimarahkan Ramadhan dengan sebaik mungkin i.e. baca Quran sebanyak yang boleh and also memenuhkan malam dengan Solat Tarawikh and Qiyamullail..tapi this year, failed juga. First 2 weeks, sibuk dengan exam, presentation and submission for group project. Huru-hara hidup...tapi itu bukan excuse kan?  

By the way, masih dapat buat tarawikh walaupun 3 malam saja and managed to complete 2 surah Al-Quran. Bersyukur sangat-sangat, Allah masih berikan peluang to me untuk mencari pahala. Moga my ibadah mulai dari hari ini akan lebih baik dari sebelum ini.

On the other notes, the sister (ex-gf Mr.MM tu) dah accept my invitation kat Linkedin... Oh, gembira sungguh and I rasa a big relief. I told my Mom about it and she's happy too.. Yelah, mana taknya, dia pun tahu yang I banyak sangat bertolak ansur dengan Mr.MM. All the while, I terpaksa menahan perasaan sebab nak jaga hati Mr.MM - persahabatan yang gila. My Mom masa I cerita semalam pun been asking me about Mr. MM, did he still contact me or what. The answer of courselah "No" sejak dia marah I pasal his ex tu. Well, this year I don't plan to send him a raya wish. I know he will be alone macam tahun-tahun sebelum ini, but who cares. 

Ye.. he changed .. and I don't think he still 'keeps' me or pernah ingat yang I dulu pernah jadi kawan dia, time susah dan senang. Tak pelah.. maybe my contribution to his life hanya sebesar zarah je kot. But, apa-apa pun, if one day ditakdirkan Allah he needs me, I still can accept him dengan hati yang terbuka. Hidup ni pun kan macam roda. 

Salam Aidilfitri and Maaf Zahir Batin.

(Mr. MM is Si Tai Merah)

Need to move on

I have deleted all whatsapp screen shots yang gigih aku buat since day 1. Pastu hari ni, tetiba macam satu benda hempuk atas kepala yang asked me to MOVE ON. Sampai bila kan nak dikenang orang yang tak nak mengenang kita. Walaupun dah berbuih mulut si Cantik suruh aku lupakan this type of kawan tak guna, but I still have a faith on him. 

Ye, this is all about Si Tai Merah. Yang masih I simpan, his whatsapp / text messaging still dalam my phone, emails serta Gtalk / Hangout still there. Takpelah, bukan I rajin nak baca balik pun. 

After 3 years, I start losing my faith on him. Dia pun macam dah tak nak ada apa-apa kaitan pun dengan I dan kawan-kawan lama dia disini. Hemmm...people changed. 

So, I will delete the special entry yang I pernah buat 2 years back during his birthday. Being a person whom very good in number, I know I will not easily forget his birth date, but at least I will start forget him.

Next action, to add back his ex gf dalam my Linkedin list. (Did you know pasal ni lah yang meretakkan seribu or berjuta keping our friendship...so pas ni..lantak pi lah...) I know he will hates me more, but all the while my actions semua kena considered his feelings. Did he really considered mine? Tak pernah kot.

Well, his ex-gf is such a nice lady and I looooooooove to talk to her. Selalu dapat borak pun kat Linkedin message je. Tu pun after I had to remove her from my list selepas mamat tu bising..bising yang terus putus kawan...