MM's whereabout

Last 2 nights, I had a bad dream about MM. Mula-mula tu mcm okay but end up I saw someone who is physically like him (from the back) hanging himself depan mata I. I rasa that guy tu macam selamat kot sebab beria-ia I jerit suruh orang nearby tolong selamatkan dia sebelum dia sempat masukkan kepala dia dalam tali tu. And too bad I tak tahu ending mimpi I sebab I dah bangun untuk pergi kelas. 

I rindu sebenarnya dengan MM ni. He is a good friend of mine before walaupun hujung-hujung tu, kami macam dah putus kawan. But as long as ada some communication within a year between us, I take it that we are still good. Maybe I ni sekadar hujung-hujung ingatan dia je..

By the way, since dia ni masih ada lagi I sebut dalam doa (walaupun dulu I decided not to mention his name in my doa anymore, but I lied). Mana taknya, susah lah. I tried... but setiap kali doa mesti terlintas MM ni dalam hati. And I tahu doa yang Allah makbulkan adalah doa dari seseorang utk org lain tanpa diketahui penerimanya. So, I rasa tak salah pun nak berdoa untuk dia. Moga dia sentiasa mendapat segala kebaikan, hidayah, rahmat dan kurnia dari Allah swt. Amin!! 

So, sebab I dengan MM dah tak macam dulu, I pun tak tahu how to check his condition right now. I tak rasa dia ada masalah kerjaya lagi since dia sekarang pun dah hold a senior top management post kat Company P. Masalah lain, tak sure. Rasanya macam tak ada. Sekarang ni, I rasa kalau I nak check pasal dia pun hanya boleh melalui 3 cara je (1) his Linkedin's account (2) his son's twitter account and also (3) his whatsapp status.

(1) Kalau ada Linkedin update from him >>> Alhamdulillah..he is stil live and happy at Company P

(2) If his son does not mention anything about him >>> Alhamdulillah...he is still alive and still in good term with his son (I don't follow his son tweet account but nasib baik dia tak private his account. Tapi macam nak follow saja nanti).

(3) If his Whatsapp status still ada latest status (last seen) >>>>> Alhamdulillah, his is still there.

Well, I didn't lah check on him all the time..cuma kalau teringat je... but, tipu kalau cakap I don't miss him at all. Anyway, semoga Allah membuka pintu hati MM untuk kembali melihat I ni sabagai seorang sahabat dia yang tidak pernah menghakimi beliau dalam apa jua keadaan sekalipun. Amin!!

Jerebu

Ini my friend bagi..Tak silap it was a signboard at Federal Highway

Ini dekat Perodua Glenmari, Shah Alam. My friend's office location

Ini from jendela of my office

Jerebu... this year is the second time, Malaysia kena haze yang sangat teruk. Sana sini semua orang sibuk pasal jerebu. But, some states, Alhamdulillah, tak kena pun. Kelantan one of them kalau I tak silap.

Well, cakap pasal jerebu ni, I remembered when it is happened last year. My office area is the worst during that time. Day by day, I am looking at web to check on the API level. There was an email sent to us frequently per day from the management. Updating us every 2 or 3 hours on the API level.

Nak dijadikan cerita, one day masa tu the API level was 300++, and it considered dangerous already. A strong smoke smell dalam office. The ex- Big Boss samada is taking 1/2 day leave or he went for meeting somewhere outside the office sebab dia keluar dah in the afternoon. Yang bestnya, he didn't allow us to go back early on that day. So, we need to stay until 5.00pm before semua berdesup balik awal sebab cannot stay longer. Yang I marah satu je, boleh dia minta staff dia checked on us samada okay lagi ke tidak around 4.00pm macam tu...so unprofessional okay. Nasib baik none of us ada critical illness..Memang Allah pelihara kami sungguh. Did he know bila bau asap dah mula masuk office, none of us can concentrate to do our job? We just counting time je untuk balik... Tak productive langsung pun..

I bila pasal jerebu ni memang akan teringatkan kat The Big Boss nilah..akan ingat sampai mati. His action pasal jerebu ni, somehow memang buat I menyumpah dalam hati. I tau tak baik, tapi I doa one day he will suffocated with the haze. Biar dia rasa apa yang kami rasa..

Pastu, lagi satu, kalau orang sibuk-sibuk nak kena cuti ke, sakit ke apa ke..I bagi apa tau "Alah, baru 100++ je API tu... kami last time kena stay when the level was 300++, tarak hal lah"... But, berani cakap pada diri sendiri je. Kalau depan orang, mau kena sedas balik..

Anyway, kalau boleh, just stay indoor when possible. Jaga kesihatan baik-baik.

My birthday is coming soon...

I kan dah lama kawan dengan AH, it has been almost 8 years. So, sejak I tahu bila birthday dia which is 6 years back kot, I never failed to wish him samada through email, text (sms) or whatsapp. Tapi, dia ni pulak tak pernah lah tanya bila my birthday which a bit sedih jugaklah. But, I tak kisah sangat pun sebab tahu lelaki kan selalu macam tu. For me, better dia tak tahu and tak wish dari dia tahu and lupa nak wish.

Well, since my birthday is coming soon, so first time lah I beranikan diri ask him for a gift. Hahaha, macam keji lah pulak sebabnya I sendiri tahu I tak suka dapat or minta gift. I prefer orang belanja makan sebab the treat is worth for money spend rather than beli I something tapi I tak suka. Kan ke lagi haru.

So, I am counting days now.. next je my birthday ni. Kat rumah, we just have simple celebration. Orang kat rumah already asked for Durian Cheese Cake from Secret Recipe so I dah janji nak beli. Semua tak puas hati dapat makan 1 sudu je masa my Lil Sis bought 2 pieces of Durian cake for my parents last time. Nak pau my Lil Sis again, kesian pulak. She already bought one whole carrot cake from Secret Recipe for my Big Sis birthday last month. Kopak beliau. Well, okay je for me to buy the cake for my own birthday, sebab my Dad already promised to treat us for dinner later.

Just skyping with my Lil Sis pasal ni. Sebab dah terliur bila cerita pasal kek ni, so we plan to buy it earlier rather than tunggu next week. Nyumssss!!!