Every year, at this date, I never failed to wish STM a birthday wish. Dulu-dulu
kalau wish memanglah macam indah belaka
kan.
.sebab wish
tu konon-konon from a good friend of
you..
but, after I did a silly and super duper big mistake (to him), 3 years ago
... things changed.
You didn't recognize me anymore as...
...... A friend who never failed to give you, her shoulder for you to cry on..
...... A friend who
sanggup sengkang mata layan your frustration
sebab belum dapat kerja lain, and to read your texts patiently when you want to let things go...
...... A friend who time
tidur pun
boleh terbangun untuk layan you
sebab tetiba dapat your Whatsapps
...... A friend who still remember your kindness
walaupun she hurt her own feeling
...... A friend who
know the true meaning of friendship
...... A friend who
never look down
of you!!
...... A friend who never failed to give a moral support to you without knowing her action will hurt her in the end
...... A friend who willing to take out her own money (
walaupun bukanlah berduit sangat) to ask for Tahfiz's students to pray for a good thing for your time you
tengah down
sangat...
...... A friend who willing to spend some money (again) to ask an Ustaz to pray for you...
...... A friend who
never take any cents from the money that you gave me last time to repay for a kindness which you should not
( few thousands, okay.
.and I decided to
derma it all.
.and mentioned your name for every donation I made on behalf of you)
...... A friend who never failed to pray
kebaikan for you because she know
doa yang tidak diketahui oleh
tuan punya badan sendiri itu mudah dimakbulkan oleh Allah
Now, I don't think I can be that friend again.
.to you...
I hurt my own feeling for the past 3 years since we didn't talk to each other..
Pelik kan... I just a friend to you, but I believed Allah is promising me something
sebab tu I can wait for these years..
STM.. I hope I can wish the same birthday wished again to you for the next year...
