My health # 5

Islam KTP # 3

I have been very busy lately, jadi tak sempat nak snapshot best scene untuk cerita ini. TVAlhijrah pulak now siarkan cerita ni from Monday to Wednesday sahaja. Kalau dulu siarannya selama seminggu (until Friday), at least adalah hari-hari yang I dapat mengadap dengan penuh khusyuk.

But ini adalah ringkasan cerita ni so far (kira yang I sempat tengok):
(1) Madit and Jamilah - hari tu bercerai sekejap sebab Madit main-mainkan perkataan cerai. Bila Abang Ali kata hukum cerai tu sah, menangis meraung-raung dia. But now dah rujuk dengan Jamilah.
(2) Bapa Tebe - dah insaf sejak kena pukul oleh penduduk kampung sebab curi tabung masjid. Boleh dia ambil tabung tu time orang baru habis solat. Selubungkan dengan kain pelekat yang dia pakai.
(3) Tebe - now dah tak nampak dengan kawan dia yang comel tu. Dia sekarang ni asyik kenakan orang. Yang paling teruk kena sakat Madit dan Mamat.
(4) Jami - dalam dilema antara Marisa and Sabrina. I pun pelik mana girlfriend dia dulu Si Gina.
(5) Sabrina - Anak Abang Ali. Jami memang suka dan cinta dengan dia. Jami called her "Bi". Baby kot..hahaha.  By the way, her best friend is Marisa, yang tanpa sedar jatuh cinta dengan Jami.
(6) Marisa - anak bos Jami and best friend Sabrina. Dia ini mula-mula jatuh sakit dan bila dia sedar, dia sebut nama Jami. Dahlah si Sabrina ni beralah pada Marisa. Siap cakap dia lebihkan pentingkan persahabatan dari cinta.
(7) Mamat - Mamat tengah pening sebab mak dia kata dia anak derhaka sebab tak nak hantar dia pergi haji. Terus insaf nak buat taubat nasuha sebab terasa diri dia dah jadi anak derhaka.
(8) Karyo - Kawan Mamat. As usual, dia ni memang pelengkap warna warni hidup Mamat.

Now, yang I macam malas nak tengok bila scene yang involved Jami, Sabrina and Marisa. Pening sungguh cinta bersegi-segi diaorang bertiga ni.

Kerek betul

This incident happened early this month masa I bawa my Lil Sis dinner after I fetch her from work. My parents balik kampung and we need to eat outside. Cerita dia macam ni. Kami sampai and orderlah food and drink. Nasi Ayam/ Teh O Limau Panas (Lil Sis) and I get Mihun Goreng Special/ Teh Ais for myself. As usual, air akan sampai dulu. Tak lama lepas tu, ada customer duduk kat belakang our table. Both lady. Yang I musykil, dari mereka ni sampai, asyiklah dok jeling-jeling my table. Time tu, bukan ada food lagi pun kat my table. Time our food sampai, masih buat perangai yang sama. At the same time, they already got their drinks. I macam nak naik hangin. Macam no respectlah diaorang buat macam tu. Bukannya I potong order diaorg tu. 

Pastu, bila diaorg dapat their food, terus tak pandang my table. Pandai pulak menghadap makanan dengan penuh konsentrasi. I bukan apa. Kalau you nak pandang sinis kat nearest table, boleh. Tapi bagilah pandangan tu time jiran tu buat hal. Macam buat bising yang melampau, buat bunyi macam nak meludah ke or benda-benda yang menggelikan you as jiran. Kalau orang tu tak buat salah apa, tak perlulah nak kerek semacam.

Pleaselah. Mind your own business!!

For money?

Dulu, kalau benda-benda macam ni, disampaikan melalui mulut ke mulut sahaja. Masih tebal sifat malu dalam diri especially for Malay. But now, hal dalam kain semua selamba sahaja buat tatapan umum.

Masa I borak dengan Si Putih pasal benda ni, he said dalam paper Metro and Kosmo memang ada advertisement yang macam ni - SETIAP HARI. I agreed with him because he spent his free time by reading these newspaper and mestilah iklan yang pelik-pelik ni he will spot first.

Benda yang selalu bermain di fikiran.. Do they did this for money?

I think so.

My health # 4

Today.

Nota kaki : Time godek-godek this application in my phone, I baru noticed boleh tukar exercise activity tu from "Running" to "Walking" and lain-lain aktiviti pun ada. All the while, I memang walking sahaja, macam bagus sahaja letak running before. Padahal bukan larat sangat pun nakberlari. Hahaha..

Today, I managed to complete 2 rounds sahaja sebab tak tahan nak pergi toilet. No choice and terpaksa balik rumah and nasib baik rumah dekat. Rugi sungguh kan sebab cuaca hari ni amat baik. (Note to myself, next time, I shouldn't take coffee before start the exercise. Wrong plan and bad timing)

Sebab tak nak rasa bersalah, sambung cycling kat rumah sahaja. Dapatlah another 2km for 11 minutes. But calories burnt only 73 :'(

Missing my friend

I dah mula start merindu orang ni. Recent case, mestilah STM. Oh ya, I pun rindu jugak dengan BB. I supposed to meet BB last week, tapi masa tak kena sungguh. As usual dia datang sini for meeting, but sapalah suruh dia ambil early flight bila balik? Kan dah susahkan I. Nasib baik I pun ada some office business in KL so, I memang tak boleh nak jumpa dia pun. Time tak cun. Masa I on the way balik pun, dah waktu his flight departure. Kena remind BB next time please inform me earlier. Senang I nak schedule my plan.

Back to STM's story. Serious I miss this friend. Macam mana nak buat ini? Tapi, Thank God as at now, I belum lagi menangis sampai biji mata merah lah. Kalau masa BB dulu, tetiap hari I menangis which in the end sampai I sendiri pun naik pening. Now, so far so good dengan STM. I belum lagi bengkak bengkik biji mata.. 

I nak tulis status jiwang karat kat FB - tak boleh sebab I ada stalker from my office kat situ. Nanti riuh sekampung pulak. 

I nak tulis kat status kerinduan kat Whatsapp - lagilah tak boleh sebab recently STM dah meng'active'kan this service. Dulu sekali dah kantoi dengan STM tapi nasib baik I pandai bagi good reason (but I rasa dia taulah... and knowing him, dia memang akan buat-buat tak tahu but it will remained forever dalam PC otak dia. Haishhh..Hang tak pernah telan semut ka bagi kasi lupa sikit..??

I nak tulis kat Twitter - pun tak boleh juga sebab my Lil Sis for sure boleh detect sapa. Last time pun I adalah tulis tapi yang light-light sahaja.

I tulis kat sini jelah..Sebab I rasa tiada sapa kenal I kat sini.

To my darling STM.
I miss you my dear friend. 
Sometimes, I always pray that we had something in between that will make us connected to each other, forever and ever. But, I just can pray and dream about it because only Allah knows the best for both of us.

I miss you my darling friend, forever and ever. 

Eh, tapi nasib baik setakat ini, I belum lagi rindu sampai nak belek-belek photo you. Esok, lusa, tulat nanti, kalau I tetiba rindu melampau dengan you, I buatlah.

Nota kaki : Hangpa jangan marah I ye sebab I feeling-feeling jiwang sekejap for this entry

Ambil berat

I learned one precious thing today. Benda kecil yang kita buat untuk seseorang, jika kita lakukan dengan betul-betul ikhlas, people will always remember it (and remember you).  At the same time, you juga akan dapat balasan yang baik. Janji Allah itu nyata. Budi yang baik dibalas juga, cepat dan lambat saja.

Bila I rasa I mula nak berkawan dengan sesiapa sahajalah, I always believe that we should make friend with honest and pure heart. Kalau ada angan-angan, I suka berangan yang best-best je with them. Alhamdulillah, ada yang jadi nyata pulak tu ;-)

Back to topic. I rasa I just did a little favour for this friend  last time. And as usual  I never expect anything from him in return. Recently, I was not feeling very well but only managed to see my doctor few days after menanggung sakit. This lovely friend found out about my sickness later on and he start asking me this and that. I felt a bit strange in the beginning sebab dah lama sungguh I didn't share my personal feeling with him.

Since then, he start taking care of me. Bukanlah dengan dia duduk sebelah I jaga time I sakit but he will remind me about my medication. I tak pernah terfikir pun sampai macam ni sekali dia 'jaga'. Few days jugalah but I'm happy about it. Thank you, my dear!

This situation remind me of good karma. I believed in karma too :-)

Separa menyesal

Dah seminggu since STM left the office. So, my mood memanglah agak suam-suam kuku sampai sekarang. Masih 'berkabung" barangkali :'(

Thing that I partially and always regret adalah masa STM's last day. I regret sebab tak tunggu dia sampai dia habis kemas barang dia. Actually, after office hours I dah singgah his place but he still has a lot of thing to check before packed/removed. I nak tolong pun, dia tak tahu nak bagi I tolong apa because semua yang tinggal tu his personal stuff.

Half and hour later, HR pulak datang tanya itu ini and I expect it will take longer time (knowing our HR kan?). Takkan I nak tunggu melangut kan?

But.. anyhow.. I should wait him je kan without any excuse, kan? Duduklah melangut sekalipun, buat-buat busy ke.. If I can wait for BB for almost one hour last time, tak kanlah for STM I can't do the same thing?

Ntahlah..but seriously I don't feel like to wait for him. Hati I memang tengah sedih and time lunch tadi I pulak memang banyak tenung muka STM. Pergggghh..makan dalam tau! I memang tak sampai hati nak tengok his departure..

I rasa for sure STM kecil hati dengan I. Maybe he expect me to wait for him. Tapi nak buat macam mana. Hati I tak kuat. Dengan BB, I boleh demam a week masa he resigned, agaknya kalau STM ni mau I demam 2 minggu. Tak larat macam tu.

For my lovely STM, walaupun anda jauh dimata, tapi anda sentiasa tetap di hati saya. My prayer tak pernah putus untuk anda. Sebab I always believed that doa ikhlas from a truly friend will be easily granted by Allah.

My health # 3

Today

My health # 2

Kegembiraan hari ini ketika public holiday. Alhamdulillah, nasib baik hujan tak sampai ke petang. Cuaca pun mendung saja..

Apa-apapun, I hanya mampu 'jog-walking' sahaja. Urat saraf belum mampu untuk berlari-lari anak (jogging). Not bad, kan??

All in plan

Dulu kan, masa I rasa-rasa I bakal kehilangan STM, I memang totally depressed. Walaupun sometimes perangai dia memang buat I hangin tahap dewa, but anyhow STM memang such a lovely friend. And to my surprise, I gonna miss this friend – at inifinity level (pergh..level tak ingat tu..Hahahaha). You know what, kat sini, after Si Cantik left, I memang amat-amat perlukan a friend yang understandable. Unexpected tau bila STM yang managed to fill in the blank :-)

Tapi tak lama pun my happiness ni. Masa kat company lama, I hilang BB. Kat tempat baru, mula-mula I hilang Si Cantik and now STM pula. Aduh!! Memang jatuh terduduk sekejap. Mana taknya, with this kind of office environment- setelah di’cursed’ oleh Maddu, banyak benda dah tak sama macam dulu lagi. I lost my pure and honest smile because of this situation. Eh, macam dalam cerita seram pulak!

Apa-apapun, kena selalu yakin dan percaya with Allah’s plan. His plan is more beautiful sebab He knows better and apa yang terbaik untuk His servant. He listens to your prayer and tak perlu takut.

Dia bermula macam ini. Tetiba je, Si Cantik dapat offer kerja baru yang lain yang near my place (tak delah dekat mana pun but she will pass by my office before her office yang lagi puluh kilometer further up). Pulak tu, her new colleagues adalah sepesen yang tak berapa nak welcome and ramah tamah dengan new comer. Pity Si Cantik, kan? Kiranya, her situation now sama dengan I. Ala-ala lone ranger gitu. Jadi, now I menjadi peneman setia Si Cantik di alam maya and vice versa. Sama-sama meneman diri memasing. Added pulak with dia yang jarang lunch, sama macam I. So, kerja kami chatting during lunch time :-)

Tadi kan I cakap. Allah’s plan is more beautiful? In my situation, time I kehilangan STM, time tu pulak Si Cantik is back to me. Dan dan tu dia dapat offer kerja lain. Tambah lagi situation yang dia hadapi kat tempat baru lebih kurang sama dengan I (situation yang tak ramai kawan). Meaning, Allah gantikan Si Cantik kembali dengan I. So, bila STM tiada, Si Cantik ada. Dulu, time Si Cantik on and off dengan I, I ada STM.

Jadi, semua benda yang berlaku tu memang ada hikmahnya. Mula-mula I negative sikit pasal ini, maybe sebab I ni lembab sikit kot nak tangkap and faham hikmah-hikmah yang tersembunyi ini. But, lama-lama, bila I tahu,  memang nampak banyak benda yang positif. Buat masa sekarang, maybe I baru nampak sikit, tapi takpelah. Slow-slow pun okay. Sometimes, kita tak mungkin boleh dapat semua dalam satu masa kan?

I learned this today “Patience is a great medicine to cure your sadness”

Snapshot # 6

Sila cari kat food court depan Balai Polis PJ. My Dad cakap signboard kedai ada tulis 

"Mee Bandung Muar".

Fuhhh.. serious sedap okay. I ni memang cerewet sikit especially kalau masuk bab mee, tapi ni first time makan, terus jatuh cinta. Now, kalau my Dad pergi KL, memang I akan paksa rela minta my Dad singgah beli on the way balik.

I tengok, bahan asas dia selain mee, diaorang letak daging, sawi, sebiji telur and bawang goreng. I rasa, rahsia dia sebab kuah mee bandung dia yang super marbeles. 

Go and try this yummy food ♡♥♡♥♡
You won't regret.

Belum Makan

Separuh Jalan

Love Hate Relationship

A love hate relationship is an interpersonal relationship involving simultaneous or alternating emotions of love and hate. This relationship does not have to be a romantic nature, and may be. Instead of a sibling one. It may occur when people have completely lost the intimacy within a loving relationship, yet still remain some passion for, or perhaps some commitment to each other.

A related theme is “obligatory friendship”, where one party usually feels indebted to another and forges a friendship but still holds a grudge over a particular past disappointment or set of disappointments, while the “creditor” in the relationship agrees to the nature of the relationship often for security reasons, but remains aware of the “debtor’s” grudge and feels counter-indebted until the cause of the grudge is sufficiently overcome - YES, IT IS SO TRUE!


Situasi I dengan STM lebih kurang macam di ataslah. Gaduh pastu baik. Last time happened, tetiba kami ter'gaduh besar', baik kejap for 2 months, then gaduh balik for second time and now, Alhamdulillah, dah masuk bulan ke 5, tak ada lagi bad sign. After gaduh for second time tu, masa tempoh baik dah lepas bulan ke 2, I memang serious risau tahap melampau mana tahu kalau ter'gaduh' balik. Mau kena cerai talak tiga and tiada lagi maaf bagiku kot time tu. ** We measure success and depth by length of time, but is is possible to have a deep relationship that doesn't always stay the same - Barbara Hershey **

Kami gaduh pun bukan sebab apa. STM took benda yang I cuba sampaikan kat dia which is for his own good as benda remeh, but not for me. Kalau dah libatkan nama baik, I don't think it is sebab yang remeh. Kesian I time tu. Betapa hancur luluh hati ini tau bila dia buat macam tu and I don't expect to get such a bad response from him. 

Well, at last, STM realised juga that I won't do anything bad just to harm dia. Kan ke I told myself earlier that I love this friendship (as at now) and I will do anything to make it worked and stay healthy.

Bila I borak dengan STM, at last dia tersebut juga yang dia dah tak ada sesiapa kawan rapat at this moment (Read: Rupanya, dia still anggap I one of his close friend. Dulu ego melangit!!). And dia juga sempat mentioned kejahatan Cik Diva yang jadi Tukang Racun to geng Cik Joyah Sport. 

I know Allah is listening to every single of my words (Doa). Memang I always pray good things for STM. Bila jadi macam ni, I memang harap one day nanti, STM's hijab akan terbuka sendiri to see the truth. I bukan apa, sedih bila dia buta-buta blamed I last time. Tak sempat nak defense apa-apa sebab he didn't give me any single chance. I tau I didn't do anything wrong pun, but he accused me too much and that deeply hurts me.

So now, walaupun STM dulu pernah buat macam-macam kat I (vice versa, but mine is too little compared to him), but we've learned a lot of thing from our silly mistakes. Benda-benda ni buatkan our friendship are beautiful and colourful. I appreciate him as one of my lovely friend and I gonna miss him, at infinity level!!

I wish I have something secured with him to make our friendship last longer, forever and ever. Can it be?

Amin!!

Kids at Event

This event was taking place on 29 Sept 2012 at Kompleks PKNS, Shah Alam. I terperasan this event masa pegi sana for renewal my passport.

Such a lovely kids. Love them a lot. Enjoy their pictures :-)
I pulak masa took these pictures, of courselah sambil berangan if I have a child esok, mesti macam ni agaknya situasi mereka.

Sabaaaaar!!

This incident happened last month on Friday. Early morning, I got an sms from BB saying that he will be here for a half day meeting and he sent it before his flight boarding. Wah, gembira sungguh I. Mana taknya, last I jumpa dia 4 months ago. Of courselah membuak-buak rindu dendam membara (Okay, I'm just kidding! Hehehehe..) Jadi, I pun terus reply his sms informed him that I'll taking my half day and boleh lama sikit jumpa dia. He said "Okay". 

Tepat waktu lunch hour (around 1240 hrs), I terus keluar but I tak rush lah driving. Before tu, I sms BB lagi sekali bagitau I dah keluar office. But no reply. Baik sangka, I agak dia mesti tengah meeting. So, I reached his meeting place at below time. I terus sms him cakap dah sampai and I'm waiting outside.

After half an hour tunggu, still tak ada reply from BB. Baik sangka lagi, mesti meeting dia tak habis lagi. At the same time, hati I pun sudah panas ni sebab dia tak reply satu pun my last sms. Added pulak dengan temperature kat tempat parking kereta. Sampai 3 kali I ubah parking. Nak menangis pun ada :-(

Iklan : One of STM favourite's song :-)

Then, at 1339 hrs, baru BB called. 
BB : I perasan sms you masuk kata dah sampai. Tapi tak sempat nak reply. Sebab terus pegi ikut sorang boss kat sini pegi solat Jumaat. Time khutbah tu nak reply, tapi tak proper pulak. Nanti orang sebelah dok jeling. Eh, tak kanlah tak tahu hari ni Jumaat? 
Me : (dalam hati.. aduh..tepuk kepala..gila tak ingat that this mamat memang tak akan miss his Friday prayer. Malu giler ni...)
Me : Oh ya lah.. Hahahah..tak ingat sungguh. Tadi main menonong je pergi (Ayat cover malu)
BB : Petang ni I ada another 1 more meeting. Balik dululah. Rumah U pun dekat kan. Nanti I sms balik pukul berapa.
Me : Okay. 

At 1350 hrs, I pun drive slowly pulang. Uwaaa....cemana ni boleh terlupa hari and ada Friday prayer. Then, petang tu masa I fetched BB and send him to airport, memang I balas dendam dengan perli dia bila dapat chance. Masa kat airport tunggu his flight, kami sempatlah sembang and having our tea break. I suruh dia belanja, tapi too bad tak boleh ketuk dia lebih-lebih sebab I just taking my heavy lunch sebelum pergi and same goes to him. Tak pelah light refreshment pun, yang penting dia belanja. Muahahahah!!

Imagine I boleh tunggu orang for almost 1 hour? And yes, I memang boleh buat macam tu and BB is not the only person I pernah tunggu lama-lama macam ni. I rasa I orang yang penyabar, kot? Thank, God :-)

Note: 
BB is a good friend of mine. I met him masa I served my earlier company and he is the closest friend of mine for the past 5 years. Walaupun dia sekarang dah duduk another state, but we still keep in touch. I'm glad and syukur having him as a good friend and he is also a 'big brother' to me. 

To be or not to be = A Conquorer?

I ni bukanlah penyokong mana-mana parti politik Malaysia, cuma rajin ambil tahu dengan sekilas pandang (read: fast reading) bahan berita yang dipaparkan di media cetak. Dok ngadap TV dengar perbahasan semasa persidangan, adalah NEHI sama sekali.

Semalam, majlis penutup persidangan parti politik ini dibuat belah petang. At the same time, I kat rumah pasang TV sebab nak tunggu azan Maghrib. Our family loves to watch and hear the azan performed at TV9. But, too sad sebab tak ada azan langsung masa nak Maghrib tu. Hanya sebaris pengumuman disiarkan kat belah bawah masa waktu solat dah masuk.

Semua TV (RTM1, RTM2, TV3, NTV7, TV8, TV9 and tak ketinggalan TV AlHijrah) dok sibuk menayangkan ucapan pergulungan the president. Ya Allah.. over sungguh. I bising bukan sebab apa. Kan dah masuk waktu Azan and berapa ramai yang tak perform their solat at that time? Time I tengok ni, masih bersemangat lagi ucapan beliau dan sorakan dari pendengar (and I tak tahu actual time event ni habis)

I sedih sikap orang kita, khususnya yang beragama Islam. Bila masuk bab parti (read: non religious event), semua lupa kewajipan yang utama kepada Yang Maha Esa. I admitted yang I ni still improving myself pasal my relationship dengan Allah, but I selalu percaya perubahan yang kecil itulah yang akan membawa kepada kejayaan perubahan yang besar.

Banyak bijak pandai agama berkata "Solat dengan Allah pun tak jaga tapi sibuk minta macam-macam. Spend few minutes with Him and you can find the miracle sooner or later because He is listening and watching you". 

I agreed to this. Period.

Terdesak again??

I tak paham these people. Keep bugging my Mom with their caring wishes. Why now? Why bukan dari dulu, I mean after last PRU 12. 

Yang ni pun satu I tak paham. Sesuka hati labelkan my Mom as warga UMNO.

Pleaselah. They make me feel sick and lama-kelamaan buat I jadi makin benci dengan politic.

Peberet 4ever # 3

Kalau ada family dinner on special occasion, we will go to this place. It is Nyonya Kitchen Restaurant which located in Bukit Tinggi, Klang (old side).  All of us memang suka semua food served here. Susah nak complaint. Imagine, kalau datang tabiat malas masak I, I memang ajak my family having our lunch kat sini saja, and diaorang of course will okay memanjang saja :-)

Today is my Mom's birthday. And as usual, we celebrate her birthday kat sini juga. Total cost for 4 peoples (inclusive of 4 drinks), hanya RM 103 je. Very cheap, right? Here are the list of foods that we ordered.

Konon-konon appetizer
Kerabu Mangga

Broccoli with Mushroom

Ikan kerapu masak assam

Fried Ikan Kerapu with Mango

Nyonya Sotong Goreng Tepung

Asparagus with Garlic

This restaurant ada branch kat Shah Alam, but we never been there. Selalu memang kami pergi yang kat Klang branch sahaja. Sampaikan semua staff dah kenal..Hehhehe!!

Selain ala carte macam kat atas tu, dia juga ada offer number of meals for specific number of person. Bagi I yang selalu pergi ni, their offer memang jimat juga and makan pun puas and kenyang.

Membership card - Front View

Membership card - Back View

Oh ya, kalau you jadi member, you'll get a discount of 5%. And kalau you datang sana on your birthdate, you will get additional of 10% discount (but you need to present your IC as a proof). Best kan?

Go and try the foods. You will love it ♡♡♡!!