My haunted bathroom

Tidaklah haunted sangat... 

My Sis and I agreed that our bathroom is berhantu. Sebabnya kalau tengah buat apa-apa aktiviti dalam tu, macam-macam idea datang. A brilliant one pula tu. Syaitan memanglah suka dok dalam bilik air, but pelik our bathroom tu. Boleh bagi banyak idea. Contohnya macam ni..

KN << I wrote about him before. Maybe the chemistry macam not so connected and I ni pula jenis malas nak menunggu. Walaupun I rasa macam I really likes him but dalam satu hal lain, I macam rasa maybe this feeling is stupid je. Sometimes, I can easily feel rendah diri when come to men which I start to close with. Lama juga baru the chemistry is properly on. 

So, this morning, masa dalam bilik air, tetiba dapat 1 idea. After I performed my Subuh prayer, suddenly I decided to delete my notes to him that I want to send to him during his birthday nest month and also something dalam IG which I tagged him. Semalam ke kelmarin I dah delete his number dalam my contact list but the whatsapp conversation is still there sebab kalau masuk bab-bab whatsapp ni sayang sikit nak delete. Tapi takpe sebab I pun memang malas scroll whatsapp read the history pun.

We see how.. weekend ni long holiday and I heard from my Mom yang baru borak dengan his mom pagi tadi that both of them will be going to Batu Pahat this weekend. Oh ya, he promised earlier secara seriousnya to belanja me but kita tengoklah macam mana..tapi, debar-debar juga kalau dia betul-betul ajak...

I just want to try my best to win his heart.. Seriously!!

I believed it is a magic...

Or in better words.. ini semua ketentuan dari Allah

I knew this guy dari zaman kecil..sama-sama mengaji dengan same Tok Guru... tapi kami sekolah lain-lain and samalah masuk U pun lain-lain. Both mum kawan baik. Lagilah his mum pun duduk tak jauh sangat dari my house. Nak dijadikan cerita, I never met him lepas kami khatam mengaji dengan Tok Guru kami tu. Dahlah I jenis tak bercampur sangat dengan budak-budak kat my neighbourhood. Pegi sekolah balik sekolah..pegi ngaji balik mengaji.. macam tulah kehidupan I dahulu. Ada lah main petang dengan budak-budak mengaji yang lain, but boleh dikira kot.. 

Back to this guy... I tau banyak jugalah pasal dia, from him mom juga yang rajin share stories about anak masing- masing. Dia kahwin I tak pergi sebab my habit susah nak pergi orang kahwin pun..I also know about his works, kids and last but not least his marriage problem too which memang I pun quite shocked jugalah masa tau. Bahagian dia, kan? 

Well, I rasa maybe more than 20 years kot, we did not meet each other and tak pernah terfikir pun to "stalk" (check sebenarnya) his FB. His image yang stored dalam my memory pun, his innocent look zaman kecil-kecil dahulu.

Nak dijadikan cerita, this year, on the 2nd week of raya, he came to my house for raya with his brother and his nephews. Mak dia pun juga ada. Terkejut jugak sebab after so long kan..and I pulak teringin betul nak jumpa dia..tapi bodoh betul sebab boleh pi melepak tak keluar bilik sampai sudah...uwaaaaa...I tau dia datang pun sebab my Mom bagitahu.

Pastu, it is like a magic..I tetiba macam interested sangat nak ambil tahu pasal dia. I try to find him dalam FB and I asked my mum to get his number from his mum. Mula-mula my mum tak setuju, tapi lama-lama tu okay pula. Ish, sungguh pancaroba betul nak dapat this guy number. At last, my FB message to his brother terjawab. Then, I start 'whatsapp'ing him.. Just cerita-cerita biasa je. I also told him I memang betul nak jumpa dia. Sangat.... 

Our conversation takdelah went smooth sangat pun.. ada lah juga buat I menyampah juga. But, kalau ikutkan hati, I memang nak text him everyday but I know my limit. Ntah dia kot meyampah pula. Dahlah he knew my family, macam tak berapa okay pulak I memalukan diri sendiri. 

Tapi, I can feel the magic. I boleh rasa that he is something to me. I dont know why. Since I also dah jumpa his IG, rajin betul I look at his face. Nasib baiklah besar gedabak sikit his picture.. Hahahah... When I see his face, macam ada ketenangan disitu. 

Well, I just want to try my best to win his heart.. Seriously!! 

Semoga Allah permudahkan urusan I ini... Aminn!!!