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Tuesday 16 February 2016

Pucca # 24

I think, kita kalau ada perasaan tidak baik terhadap orang terdekat for e.g. ahli keluarga sendiri, kita mungkin akan ditimpa something yang tak baik. Maksudnya, kita tahu orang tu tak delah salah besar sangat pun, tapi kita je yang selalu lebih-lebih, nanti pi mai pi mai kita yang jatuh sakit pulak / kena bencana ringan.

I'm saying this because my Lil Sis. Selalu sangat dia buat I ni macam kawan-kawan dia. Sometime, memang dia tak respect I pun. Boleh kadang-kadang just sebab small matters je pun, she will not say a word to me. Bukan 1-2 hari ye, malah makan minggu. Can you imagine kami duduk serumah. Last time, sampai 3 weeks. And recent case, masuk hari ini dah almost 2 weeks. Hanya sebab I tak tolong dia lipat kain. Pffffttttt... Padahal I did a lot of house cores earlier. Siap keluar pi sana sini lagi. 

And she's now sick. Macam demam kot. Ntahlah, I malas nak tanya. 

But, ini semua I ambil sebagai pengajaran juga. Sebab I remember and kena banyak kali juga, when I talk too much about my colleagues,  especially benda yang memanglah tak patut dia orang buat, tapi if I talk about it repeatedly, I akan tetiba jadi malas sembahyang meaning I akan solat lambat / akhir waktu. I felt that too much syaitan kot dah masuk dalam badan. So, bila dah okay balik, memang istighfar banyak-banyak. 

Moga Allah ampuni kekhilafan I ini. 

HO is no longer here

It is official now. HO is no longer stayed in this office. Her department semua kena move to KL office. What a relief sebab at least BS and I kurang sikit dosa mengumpat dia.

Speaking of HO, if your guys noticed, I ada blogging pasal dia. Dulu I panggil the Diva (ke Ms.Diva, tak ingat). HO ni  memang a very mean person. Sangat-sangat. Kiranya jahat sepesen. Always potrayed her image as mangsa keadaan dalam apa jua situasi sekalipun walaupun benda tu dia yang salah. Dia je betul and orang lain salah. Ntahlah, tak faham betul perangai dia ni. Dulu kini dan selamanya. And until now, she is still a never failed attention seeker. Yang ni memang tak boleh tinggal langsung. 

Sebut pasal attention seeker ni, last week ada farewell untuk CEO from Company BA, one of our subsidiary company. Buat kat my office sebab the CEO is kawan baik jugaklah with my Big Boss. And this is first time juga I dengar verbal speech from the CEO. Selalu just baca his written speech je. Oh my, he is soooooo humble and honest. His farewell speech sangat honest and no bunga-bunga. More to akhirati and not duniawi. I sendiri pun terkesan dengan apa yang dia cakap. I hope the rest take note his message too. Sangat deep.

And, time makan juga adalah first time I makan sekali dengan lady's colleague semeja depan-depan HO. Diaorang tu semua adalah geng-geng office yang 'dirampas' oleh HO last time dengan cara memburukkan orang lain. Hmm....to be honest, I missed the moment eating and chatting with them. Tapi itulah, sebab HO, semua jadi tawar dan I pun tak nak luka lama berdarah kembali. Oh ya, sambung cerita. During the makan time, time tu jugaklah HO sibuk nak tunjuk pics anak-anak dia, bukan pada orang sebelah, tapi pada semua orang kalau boleh. I knew, she purposely buat macam tu sebab I ada sekali depan dia. See, she can't live with her title of attention seeker. Padahal nobody care about it pun, sebab ada yang buat-buat tak tahu pun. Muahahahah...

Anyway, it is a good thing HO tak ada kat sini. Sebab yang utama adalah, kurang sikit dosa kering I buat. Sebab I tak bercakap pasal dia dah. Mana taknya, asal I nampak depan mata dia or dia tau I nampak dia, adalah annoying action yang dia akan buat. Sometimes, I memang tahan je, tapi sebab muka dia tu yang asyik dok meminta untuk kita berkata pasal dia.. Kalau tak nampak dia, okay je. Memang tak de benda pun nak cakap. Hmmpphhh...

Harap-harap my "tak-suka-orang" list akan berkurangan and it will to up back my pahala. Bukan senang nak melupakan dan memaafkan orang ni, Memang susah! 

And untuk HO, I hope she can change her attitude. She really need to change it. In terms of her social skills and also how she perform and handle her work. Kalau dia masih juga bawak perangai dia masa di Company B, I don't think she can survive for longer time in Company D.

Monday 15 February 2016

My consignment

Oh Em Gee!!!

Macam mana ni? The parcel for KN that I sent for courier on last Friday belum sampai lagi. Normally, sebab dekat je pun and kalau tiada aral patutnya sampai dah paling awal Sabtu lepas or today. Until now, tak nampak pun lagi status Delivered kat Gdex e-tracking website

Dahlah courier cost a bit pricey (RM12). Pfffftttt!!!

But, nak cakap my fault sebab tak letak nama sender betul-betul and letak sender contact no.palsu pun macam tak logic sebab I letak correct information for the recipient. Kalau orang courier tak jumpa address tu, they can call KN's number kat situ je.

Oh my.... nak surprise dah jadi surprise to me :-(

By end of today, I kena check balik status shipment tu..... Harap-harap tiada apa-apa masalah.

Friday 12 February 2016

The time is finally come.

Company D has been took over my current company (B). Now, we are no longer under Company C which is the majority shareholder in Company B earlier. All the announcement of changing and replacement of directors has been done. 

Sedih? Tak langsung sebab I took it positively. It is good to have new people coming in because Company B really need new thinker and breed. No longer old fashioned - so - called - government - style of person to manage the company and its subsidiaries. Most of director dulu banyak background from Government and their style never changed. Susah nak buang persepsi tak suka Government ni. Hmmph... 

Sometimes, I feel embarrassed with our directors performance. All the while, boleh dikatakan most of them is selfish including the Chairman and I don't think mereka ni semua fikir nasib periuk nasi staff yang ada beribu orang ni. There was a subject that related to Corporate Organization that I learn in past semester and lagi lama I baca and tahu pasal Corporate world especially yang involved in PLC, lagi malu I nak mengaku yang I ni from Company B. 

Semuanya bermula dengan one big incident that really damaged our Company's image. The company brought up the case to court and masih on going. They have somebody to blame, but the directors semuanya lepas just because they have insurance to cover their liability. Mak aihhh!!!! Kalau macam ni, forever lah mereka ni semua tak bersalah. I don't say that the person yang create the incident tu betul, dia memanglah bersalah juga but, he informed his superior (directors) about his business planning, Tak kisahlah benda tu macam tak betul ke, but, the directors mesti lah ada doubt feeling to ask him later in the next board meeting.

Back to Company B, sekarang I nak kerja pun macam malas sebab untuk staff sendiri, masa depan adalah sangat uncertainty. Tak tahu kami kena pergi mana selepas ini. Memang banyak vacancy advertised by Company D but too bad kami kena apply sendiri as an outside candidate. HR pun di sini tidak memainkan peranan. Walaupun, I rasa no staff retrenchment apa tah lagi VSS to be offered, but HR should more concern about our future kat sini.

I apply jugalah any suitable post kat Company D tu, tapi dah 3 minggu status tak berubah pun. Masih unprocessed. The dateline is today and tak tahulah macam mana sekarang. Hanya kena tunggu dan lihat. And sangat frustrated bila my own boss sendiri pun sibuk apply juga walaupun he already reached his retirement age. Maybe tak cukup-cukup duit lagi kot. 

Speaking about my boss, he did not plan anything for his staff yang 3 ketol ni. He never take any action to ask directly our subsidiaries to absorb kami ni. Dari dulu sampai sekarang memang he never care about his staff benefits. NEVER!!! Sebab tulah, kalau dia kata nak lunch / dinner / buka puasa dengan kami, memanglah 1,001 alasan kami bagi untuk avoid him. Memang bermuka sangat. Banyak bukti jugaklah pasal 'kejahatan' dia ni sejak I rapat dengan his PA. Kalau nak cerita pun, jadi lagi sakit hati je. But, kalau ada post yang related, I will tell.

I lagi jadi makin sedih bila ada Head from other department yang sanggup jumpa subsidiaries for staff absorption from his department. He did that just to ensure tiada siapa yang left out from his department lah. Nak terus tau masa depan. Kenapalah my boss tak macam orang lain?  :-(

Apa-apa pun, memang kena doa banyak-banyak sekarang semoga Allah permudahkan semua usaha kami. Kali ni Allah duga kebanyakan kami di sini. 

A drastic decision.

I just come back from mail office to send this to KN

Source: IG glassofhope
https://www.instagram.com/glassofhope/

Since last week, I saw this in IG. Macam best je. Memang dulu masa @arlinabanana promoted in her IG, I planned nak beli satu. Cute sangat. Then, bila I saw this again kat IG, tetiba I rasa macam nak bagi kat KN. Fikir macam it can be a good start to reconcile with him. I tau dia macam tak berapa nak layan and kadang-kadang layan which sangat frustrated, tapi tak pelah, semua ni kena bermula dengan usaha. Ada usaha, pasti akan membuahkan hasil. But, I ni jenis yang cepat jadi malas, always let times buy the decision. 

So, I called the outlet directly (SBU Shah Alam) and asked for this item. Nasib baik ada lagi. So boleh beli direct. Before that, ada DM kat IG tapi tak reply and nombor yang diaorang letak, that person is no longer with the IG owner. Ntahlah..macam mana pulak tu. It is not a good marketing ethics!! 

Oh ya, I beli yang blue colour. A Message A Day- Keeps the Sadness Away. Yang pink tu Break Up Edition. Macam pelik lah pulak I nak bagi yang pink tu kat KN sebab bila masa pula kami break up. Dapat je benda tu kat tangan, terus baca satu. Hemm.. not bad. Boleh lah jadi kata-kata perangsang to KN. Hahahaha...

And semalam, packing siap-siap dalam kotak (since it is in a glass bottle), letak surat without name but only an initial which KN will face a hard time to recognise the sender easily. But, I letak petunjuk jugak kat situ. My car number and also my whatsapp and email icon. Kalau dia pandai, terror lah dia tau dari siapa.

Kat bawah ni, surat yang I bagi kat dia....

Hi, KN!

I have decided to give this item as your belated birthday gift. 
I am a person who always keeps my words and will feel extremely guilty if I can't make it without any valid reason.
This gift is given to replace a "what-so-ever" birthday treats that I promised earlier, which I know it will never happen for the time being.

A "Glass of Hope". 
It sounds very interesting! (You can Google more about it too)
It is beautiful too, right?
Hope it can release a bit your burden when you read the paper inside. 

And, 
Last but not least, hope this can be a good start. 
Because I believed in helping a person will not necessarily change the world, but it can change the world for that person.
A progress means happiness J

Happy friendship day! 

Macam comel je kan. Kat courier's CN pun, I tak letak nama. Let give him a surprise.
Then, tengoklah after this I nak bagi kejutan apa pulak. Yang ni pun drastic decision je. Anyway, risau juga how his reaction to this. To be honest, it is hard to accept if the respond is negative :-(

Thursday 11 February 2016

New semester

Debar-debar ni nak tunggu result 3rd semester. Another 1 week to go. First time I took 4 subjects in one semester. Baru lah rasa macam mana orang lain (my batch) yang sampai sekarang, memang ambil 4 subjects for every semester. To be honest, not to bad lah ambil 4 subjects pun. Cuma hectic sikit lah and kena rajin lebih dari biasa. Tapi kalau well planned okay je. But....but...but... yang confirmed memang untuk 2nd semester hari tu, it is impossible to take more than 2 subjects sebab problem with the other 3 team member especially untuk subject Law. Memang risiko besar giler kalau I dan juga AI ambil more than 2 subjects.

For next semester, which will be start early March 2016 (kot), I planned untuk ambil same subjects dengan A.I. Senang nak pantau dia.. Hahahah... Bukan apa, dia lately ni mudah lupa and too much pressure especially from work and family sekali kot (I think from the spouse). Memang kena kot ambil sama. He really needs support to make sure he can go through the program until end semester. Ntahlah, hati I memang lembut betul dengan dia walaupun I selalu je nak ketuk kepala dia tu sebab dalam pandai-pandai dia tu, ada jelah benda jugak yang tak berapa pandai. My Mom tahu I kawan baik dengan dia, and she knows a lot about him. I think semua orang lah dalam rumah tu tahu. I ni kan my Mom kata si pe'report' kejadian. Semua benda nak cerita kat umah. If I didn't tell / update anything kat rumah after balik dari mana-mana, my Mom akan cakap I tak sihat / bad mood pada hari kejadian. Hahahaha...

Semester depan, yang confirmed 2 subjects or 3 will be same as AI. 3 kalau we take another elective paper as an additional paper before we do applied research untuk final semester nanti. Pun kena sama dengan dia. And if dia nak ambil 2 je sebab nak buat thesis untuk final semester, I still kena ambil 3 jugak sebab additional paper tu pulak untuk I sebab I still ada 1 pending paper, core subject yang belum ambil sampai sekarang. Orang semua dah sibuk ambil awal- awal, I je yang masih relax lagi. If you all tak faham apa yang I cerita ni pun tak pe. Hahaha

By the way, I miss to come back to study. Best sebab dapat getting close balik dengan A.I.(antaranya). You suka tak kalau datang kelas tengok muka class mate yang sejuk mata memandang and dikelilingi dengan kawan-kawan yang baik and very helpful? A.I. memang such a good friend and I will do anything for him for the sake of our friendship. My Mom pun pesan supaya I lebih kurang je dengan dia ni. Fikir kebaikan dia and yes, I did that since we are in the same group since 1st semester lagi. Oh ya, he's married  by the way. 

And lagi satu sebab I tak sabar nak pergi kelas untuk new semester ni sebab that's the only place I can forget about my works or any problem in the office. Miracle kan?