A new relationship

Someone needs a relationship with me... 

Kadang-kadang he said it directly and kadang-kadang indirectly. But, on the other hand, tetiba dia macam on and off pulak. Bila teringat, dia cakaplah and begging like antara hidup dan mati je issue ni. Pastu bila I baru nak start develop a 'try to suka' feeling to him, dia diam pula. Kalau I nak start dulu, nanti nampak macam I pulak yang terhegeh-hegeh. So, macam manalah a healthy relationship can be created if this situation yang berlaku?

This issue actually I memang tak ambil kisah sangat. But, kalau sekali je benda ni datang, okaylah. I pun tak kisah. Tapi ni dah lebih dari sekali. Mana tak kekadang boleh buat hati gundah-gelana. 

Maybe sebab I ni salah seorang yang open minded, jadi I selalu ambil mudah this thing. Bukan apa, tak nak pening kepala. Bila dah start bagi commitment, then for sure banyak benda kena fikir. Mau nya kepala ni akan okay memanjang. Lagipun, I ada banyak benda lagi yang lebih penting in my life. And one more thing, I still can't let go my priority set earlier to STM  Insya Allah, semuanya dah okay as per plan, I'll let go STM's issue slowly and slowly.

For the time being, I layankan ajelah keroyanan you, Mr. Nick.. Bila you on, I pun on aja. But bila you off, I pun tak kisah. :-)

Ke you ni saja nak memainkan jiwa raga I?

Haishhh!! Dosa tahu!!