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Dah seminggu since STM left the office. So, my mood memanglah agak suam-suam kuku sampai sekarang. Masih 'berkabung" barangkali :'(

Thing that I partially and always regret adalah masa STM's last day. I regret sebab tak tunggu dia sampai dia habis kemas barang dia. Actually, after office hours I dah singgah his place but he still has a lot of thing to check before packed/removed. I nak tolong pun, dia tak tahu nak bagi I tolong apa because semua yang tinggal tu his personal stuff.

Half and hour later, HR pulak datang tanya itu ini and I expect it will take longer time (knowing our HR kan?). Takkan I nak tunggu melangut kan?

But.. anyhow.. I should wait him je kan without any excuse, kan? Duduklah melangut sekalipun, buat-buat busy ke.. If I can wait for BB for almost one hour last time, tak kanlah for STM I can't do the same thing?

Ntahlah..but seriously I don't feel like to wait for him. Hati I memang tengah sedih and time lunch tadi I pulak memang banyak tenung muka STM. Pergggghh..makan dalam tau! I memang tak sampai hati nak tengok his departure..

I rasa for sure STM kecil hati dengan I. Maybe he expect me to wait for him. Tapi nak buat macam mana. Hati I tak kuat. Dengan BB, I boleh demam a week masa he resigned, agaknya kalau STM ni mau I demam 2 minggu. Tak larat macam tu.

For my lovely STM, walaupun anda jauh dimata, tapi anda sentiasa tetap di hati saya. My prayer tak pernah putus untuk anda. Sebab I always believed that doa ikhlas from a truly friend will be easily granted by Allah.