People changed...

Recently, AH is keep sending video ceramah agama and other Islamic media to me. Agak terkesan jugaklah sebab tetiba kan.. I nak buat jokes kat dia pun macam fikir dua tiga empat puloh kali kot.  Maybe sebab umur dia makin meningkat so makin banyak kesedaran diri...to improve himself to be a good Muslim. 

I admit yang I ni kalau dengar ceramah pun pilih ustaz... some of the vidoe he sent to I didn't know pun Ustaz tu..maybe tahu kot tapi sebab tak pernah dengar maka my judgement is tak best. But, looking forward mesti kena ubah kot. Must listen to all media he sent to me.. A good thing pun kan. 

I don't know lah, I missed him so much. Being a friend to him for almost 8 years (kalau tak silap), boleh tahan ni pun sebab the chemistry is there. Dahlah I ni susah nak rapat dengan orang...so, selama kawan mestilah banyak pasang surutnya..Dia pun dahlah jauh, added with his status yang not allowed me to lebih-lebih but I pun tak nak kot sebab I still respect and appreciate this kind of friendship. But, kadang-kadang my otak ni pun sampai boleh terfikir..."how about if AH ni my husband? Am I happy with him?" ish2..Ish..Ish...

Apa-apapun hanya Allah yang tahu apa yang terbaik. What I appreciate him most is he always try to find his time to meet me kalau dia datang sini.. 

AH adalah Darling BB. The rest of the initial will be changed soon kalau ada cerita pasal mereka.